xDD

went out with zoey & laura the other day. & managed to get zoey to take neos. whee~... okok, so here they are. i dun think i'll post all of them... too lazy... hmmm...



this is my fave. =)) laura's on top, then zoey, & omg! im short!!! xD sry, try to ignore me. well, try. =)




hearts hearts hearts. ooo... 0.o



wheee~



i was trying so hard not to block the elephant & someone just had to put a polar bear on its face. -.-... i wonder who... hmmm... hor laura? =)



i really like this besides the extra looking bear there & the odd spacing for the words. haha, but its really sweet.



okay, how cool is this?! this is one awesome machine! xDD

my brother just got his braces on! muahaha! muahahahahahaha! mauhahahahahahahahahahahaha!!! muahaha... -gags-... -.-"... ehem. okay, anyway, i wanted to go PA tomorrow(jt!!!), but my poor head!! =(( i cant put pressure on it. i mean duh of course since it hurts. & all the "gun lai gun qu-ing" isnt gonna help it get any better. =((( but... but... i wanna go!!! humph. stupid metal-whatever-you-call-it-box-thing. argh... i shall just stone at home then... haish...

ohohoh, friday! orientation! whoo!!! see, always look on the brrrrrrrrightt side of life, dumdedum, dedumdedumdedum. =D

oh what the heck.

-.-...

oh my head, my poor head. ouch... now its like a really really bad headache. shucks... so eerie, blood. and well blood. eew... i think i freak out too much. hmmm... ouch, it really does hurt. ='(

i dun think i can make it tomorrow, i'll probably get a headache & then hit something again. (touch wood...) haha. you know the blood didnt really look like blood to me. lol, it looked like you know those fake blood & all. haha, im serious. maybe it was the lightning or sth, but my first thought was "oh shit, is that real? please dont be real." lol. to think i can still joke about this. haahahahaa. oh well. might as well be merry. xD

oh & thx everyone for their concern! -hugs!- just dont touch the head. ouch... XD

you poor sweet innocent thing,
dry your eyes, & testify.


...

so what if this doesnt mean anything to you. so what if you've read the first sentence of this post then closed the window. so what if you dont give a freaking damn about it. do i look like i care?

dont tell me im not good enough. who are you to judge me when you cant even judge yourself. look at yourself. then tell me im not good enough. what makes you think you're so great? quit at your damn ego already. its ruining my trust. its ruining you.

dont tell me im rude. do i not have at least a right to get angry? & then what? you blow your top on everyone else because im angry with you? because you think only you have this right in the world to make things go your way? what do you want me to do? laugh it all off & pretend nothing ever happened? & make you feel like you own this world? get real already. this is the way things are, get used to it.

dont tell me its my fault. because you dont ever listen. & you only bother about what you have to say to others. so what exactly made you think you could tell someone else its their fault?
what?!

this is outrageous. just stop it okay?

blank

people always tell you "life is a blank canvas, you paint on the colours of your own life" or something like that. but why colours? i mean when you think of colours you usually think of orange red blue green purple pink or whatever. but never(well at least minority does) black or white. people never place black & white into the range of "colours". i mean they place them as "a white canvas with a black lining and shadow" which means uncouloured. to me of course. that blank canvas, isnt it white? isnt the lining of it black? so why is it considered blank? they are still colours right?

okay, so maybe you didnt get where i was going at. people arent like me, they dont crap these whole bunch on one single phrase. but sometimes it means more than words on a paper(or in this case on a website). its more then what you say to someone & more then the expressions on someone's face. its much more then that. its what lies beneath it, not whats up front before your eyes. things arent always as it seems. the next time someone tells you something. listen. actually listen. dont take what you hear as what it is. because its more than that.

its raining!

i <3 the rain. =) people are abandoning my blog! waah... people tag!!! please... -puppy dog face... eh, ok, -pukes, i cant pout. hahaha.

i have nothing to blog about really. well, i had, but decided not to. anyway i already forgot about it. hmmmmmm... must be the mood swings again. (its not pms! oh dont give me that look!! its not!!! oh wait, it could be.. um... ok, forget it... -.-")

hmm. lets talk about the rain! okay... its so... okay, i am so wasting my life away. -_-... what the hell am i doing here. on my computer in my room at 848 during the school holidays. (ok dont tell me to do my homework. i did 6 qns of my english homework & i almost died of boredom... haish... ) i should be climbing mt everest! i should be setting records or be the president of lalaland!! ok, maybe not. but the point is, i dont know ok. i dont know what i want in life, & i dont know what i want to be in the future. so what if i dont wanna be a doctor or a lawyer or a whatever. so what if i have absolutely no idea what i want to acheieve. & besides, all this to me, is not a "want", its a matter of "can" or ultimately "cant". dont you get it? okay i dont exactly expect a nod or a answer even. because it doesnt matter. to a thirteen year old girl, what i want, oh God, what i want; i dont know. i live everyday of my life & i see all those amazing people doing extraordinary stuff on the television. but im not them & im not amazing & i cant do extraordinary things. but i watch my mum over the phone with my aunt. they laugh & smile. & i've watched them over the phone in tears. or at least trying to stop them. i know that life doesnt always go the way we want it to. & we cant change the fact. this post isnt about me, or about what i want in life. im just one person, & who the heck am i in this world? i dont need an answer. i dont want it. what difference will it make. really. "in this world, there are people who will always be better & worse than you." okay, that line you've probably heard a thousand million times before & dont give a damn about it. well i dont either. whats the point in saying that to yourself or to someone else? it wont make you feel better will it? sometimes people just dont getit huh.

??

=0 haha. okay, highness. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... =D

went to PA last night to watch the performance with sharon & xiuxian. the "anyhow arts" or "anyhow art" i dunno, i 4got. haha. doesnt matter. the chinese dance one was so cute can. lynn was performing. =D the next dance was nice. the sleeve one. i duno wat its called. my paper is still with sharon. oops.

then the small girl shouted something like "eh, there's sth there, lets go see" in chinese. so adorable can. xD so we walked over to the guy whipping thing. freaky. hmmm... then he licked the knife & ran through the plastic. -.-... looked like he was seducing people when he licked the knife. ahahahhaha... the gao qiao. omg. twinkle twinkle little stars. ahahahahahha. i was lyk "eh... okay..." when the song started playing. haha...

the very wen rou dance & the cute lil' girls one was nice. there was these guys behind us & one of them was like asking the rest where he was supposed to point. then he shouted "ROBBER!" in chinese right in my ear. -_-"... ok, so people chasing & everything & "the robber" was thrown into jail. well, sorta. that dance was damn cool. i wanna do it too! haha... there was this one part the dancers like put their hands out of the "jail" thing, then this super cute boy started laughing & stood up. & he started grabbing their hands. ahahahhahaha, & everyone started laughing. so cute larhs...

after that dance this small lil' girl shouted "eh, can4 na4 bian1! you3 mei3 nu3 ah!!!" lol... went into the studio to watch the dance & a few other dances. went back to the feild to watch wu shu then the thing ended with the kopi-o dance. haha, everyone was so high.

walked back to the mrt. lily & peiyi got hyper at the traffic lights & we started waving across the road. haha.... went home, dieded, & slept.

(oh & my poor 1buck! it must be so afraid!!!! alone & well alone! D= i miss it!!!) xD

neopints!! =D



=0 haha.



im grabing laura's head & she's grabbing mine. haha, her hands look so small. xD



haha, laura's hands are floating above the table & mine's under it. haha, but i still like it. =D



i <3 this one. =)



looks like laura's piggybacking me. hahaa.



so cute right? xD

haha, ok, thats all. lalala~

xD

went out with laura today. went to cuaseway point. haha, blame the rain for me being late. =) was supposed to meet her at 11 but met her at 1130. oops. heh. i wanted to eat old chang kee but she didnt want to tell me where it was cause i didnt want to go eat seoul garden so early. -.-... in the end i still got my old chang kee & she got her seoul garden. haha. & she kept saying "seoul kitchen" instead of "seoul garden". lol...

went to buy candy to eat during the movie at minitoons. some idiotic guy kept bugging us. laura & i were each holding a tong to take the candy & all, then he came up to me & said he wanted to use mine. i told him i was using it & he said something like me & laura could share one & he could use mine. (there were only 2 there.) so i told him there was a scoop there he could use & he said that he doesnt want to use the scoop, he wanted to use mine. okaaaay... so we ignored him then he said "some friends you are". 0.o??... eh... -_-"... we dont even know him... what is with this guy??! -roll eyes... uh, weird people...

went to watch open season. lol... the cinema was like crowded with kids below 10. so malu can. ahahahaha... this kid behind us kept asking if the show was over. haha, damn cute larhs. & the blue porcupine was damn adorable. haha. the show ended at around 315 & laura was supposed to be home by 2. haha. but heck, we went to take neos. omg, the machine we took rocks man. =D

then went home. turns out laura was 2 & a half hrs late. haha, & she was still laughing after she got scolded. -.-

haha, ok, shall go post the neos. wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... xD

=D

wheee... bangkok rules! its so awesome lars. omg. im so in love with it! xD haha, okok, its the shopping im on love with. oh & the prices!!! aahahhahhaha. erm, pics. haha, was too busy shopping, i didnt really take any pictures. i think i took like 2? haha. -shrug. so no pics. haha, sry.

2nd dec
went to the airport at 530! am! 0.0 which meant i had to wake up at like 430? -_-" or there'll be like shouting & screaming people dying for the toilets. hmmm... see, everyone just loves the toilet. =)
when we reached the airport at abt 615 i found out that our flight was like 8+. -.- wtf... my precious sleep!!! =( then blah blah blah. when we where like entering the gates there was this line for duno what thumbprint thing. there was a sign stating "15 & above" there. the guy in charge of that line called me & my bro over & told us we could go through by here. & i went "but im only 13". & he gave me that "oh my gosh" look. -.-... do i look that old?! humph. im so hurt... -sniff... haish... ok whatever.
reached bangkok at around 10? i duno. i forgot. went to the hotel to put down the luggage & straightaway went shopping!! xD

oh & at the hotel, i found a card on the bathrobe. it wrote:
this bathrobe has enjoyed considerable success among our guests, to the extent that some particular enthusiastic customers have become collectors of Le Meridian bathrobes.
while we recognize that this initiative helps spread the reputation of our establishment, we nevertheless urge our fervent supporters to make an effort to seperate themelves from this admittedly endearing garment when they leave.
alternatively, a bathrobe may be obtained in exchange for a few Baht.
thank you

LOL. ah ha. ha. ha ha. ha. haaa... -.-" (Baht as in thai baht. you know like dollars? yeah.)

okay... anw...

3rd dec
just shopping. & more shopping... & more... & more... & more... & more... & more... you get the idea. haha...

4th dec
yes shopping & more shopping. but that day was the most important day of the holidays. cause we got our christmas present!!!! xD wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee... yeah i know its early but its the spirit of giving isnt it? ahahhahahahha. i <3 my parents. haha. xD

5th dec
did some last min packing & checking. then went out to eat breakfast. um. lunch. argh, branch. i dunnoe. dots... went to the airport & took the 315 flight instead of the 4+ one. then yada yada yada. watched step up on the plane!! lalala. then got back home. home sweet home!!!! mmmm, i miss my bed... >.<... attempted to unpack everything from the luggage & pack my stuff in my room. well didnt really succeed. hmmm... so tmrw gonna continue packing.

so yeah, thats about it. sry, was too lazy to blog about everything. so i missed out some details. well, alot in fact. heck. & im supposed to be sleeping now. & my hw is long overdue. oops. haha. i really dont intend on doing it. but... haish... should i? =(

oh well, i shall contemplate tmrw. -shrug.

whee!!!

going bangkok tmrw. will be back on tue. so sry i didnt inform anyone. well now you know, so heck. dont miss me too much kay! xD & flood my tagboard too. wheeeeeee...

-runs away- =D